Never found again

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It feels like as it was the first rain of spring
a day of joy, a day to celebrate
when you came all the way
opened the gate and won me all over with your smile
I could not believe
how much I’ve felt for you
how much I’ve held for you
when you looked into my eyes
from that day till today
I keep standing by my gate
for I never again found that similar feeling
for I never again found that similar strength
I am still hanging onto that invisible thread
which I know will never lead me to you
I am still waiting for you
even when I know
you’ll never come back

No one will believe if I tell them so
that sometimes thoughts, memories and reminiscence
of the dear ones is far times more satisfying, more pleasing
than the ordinary company of ordinary beings
I feel I’m not the same
that I once were
when you opened the gate
just entered in with a dimple on your cheek
I felt like life had just found it’s flow
from that day till today
I keep standing by my gate
for I never again found any substitute emotion
for I never again found any substitute sentiment
which I felt then
I am still hanging onto that invisible thread
which I know will never lead me to you
I am still desperately waiting for you
even when I know
you’ll never come back

Written by Muhammad Wasif Haq (2011)
Islamabad, Pakistan
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