Just so unjust

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Otherwise you seem so observant to everyone other than me
you seem to be so sympathetic to everyone I know, to everyone I see
tell me please if I’m wrong
or it’s just your exclusive blindness that is only and only for me
when you cannot see me being hit away by tides of destruction
being consumed and emptied by the violent winds
that surface my shore every night, every morning
I’m pretending to live like the way other humans do
but lately it’s just exceeding beyond what I can bear
when I see you smiling and laughing with the world
while when you are with me
your company only helps to confirm my loneliness
it’s just so unjust
you’ve open hands for them and stiff lips for me
it’s just so unjust
when for them you’re a friend but for me an unanswered question

Am still to find out if they know something
that wins you so easily
for me I’ve always been that falling ant
off the wet wall and now it has become a norm
to be hurt whenever I’m close to you
still what to do of love that despite being your powerful repulsion
makes me attracted to you, makes me dream about you
everything in life is a wound if you have no one to hear
but lately it’s just exceeding beyond what I can bear
when I see you smiling and laughing with the world
while when you are with me
your company only helps to confirm my loneliness
it’s just so unjust
you’ve open hands for them and stiff lips for me
it’s just so unjust
when for them you’re a friend but for me an unanswered question

Written by Muhammad Wasif Haq (2010)
Karachi, Pakistan
The page is a part of Cool Bluez

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